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Sunday, August 22, 2004

i have a new xanga XxTears_of_a_SinnerxX read that one instead of this one!


Wednesday, August 18, 2004

tomorrow is my birthday, oh joy. yea lucky me. im going to austin street tomorrow with steven to duel and stuff. thats gonna be fun. oh by the way when i went to the movies, brian didnt come anthony did instead. the Yu-gi-oh movie was hilarious, to me and patty anyway. it's because we have all these inside jokes about YGO and stuff, yea we're really odd i never went to jake's house, because i got back from, rose's house to late. i had the best time with her, it was a lot of fun. me and rose sat on the back of martin's car, you know on the trunk part, and you know how when you sit on a car it goes down a bit? yea well it did that, and travis was like "Yo martin your rims look hot!" just cuz the car sagged over them a bit, so martin wanted to see what it looked like while he was driving. martin moved the car while we were sitting on it. rose nearly had a heart attack, it was so funny. then kayla, rose and me sat in martins car blasting music and dancing around it the car, that was hard to do! he he anyways, then the cops came to the corner we were at, because there was a group of teenagers, me, rose, kayla, lisa, christina, martin, travis and 2 other ppl i forget their names. so "it looked suspicious" yea so i had to leave then anyway. Aida was one of the best plays i have EVER seen! i loved it so much i got the whole entire script, including lyrics to the songs off the internet i hope i can remember how which bus to take to get to austin street. i am SO going to whoop steven's butt in a duel tomorrow! i have the perfect strategy, and my deck is perfect, well kind of. but i think i have a pretty good shot. im gonna sleep over Erin's house on Friday with Amanda D., i cant wait. well i gotta go, Ja!

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, August 10, 2004

long time no entry yes? well just to make up for the fact i havent written in so long, i'll write a lot. i got back from Greenkill a week ago. i was so upset to leave. i cried the day before i left. but of course, Brittany, Shamara, Tamira, Ali and Rachel were there to comfort me. remember the last entry i wrote? i dont really know if i meant any of that, well the last part i did. the first part im not sure. then on the bus ride home the next day i hugged everyone and got on the bus. then i cried again, i am by no means a cry baby, it just really upset me. ella, denisha and gabbi were comforting me from outside the bus. undeknown to them seeing them out there telling me not to cry only made me cry more. then i cried for about 15 minutes on the bus, but Erin made me feel better, it was entertaining me to watch her try to do that little hand thingy we learned, she always got the first part but come the second she would make a mistake and the face she made was priceless. anyways, i went to the beach today and i met up with a friend i hadnt seen since i was 5! her name is Rose Marie and i missed her, we used to play together all the time we were best friends. yes after all these years i still remember her..sue me! im going to the beach again tomorrow then to Jake's house. I, as of current notice. have no plans till Friday. i cant wait for Friday! im going to see the Yu-gi-oh Movie with Steven, Patty (aka Patircia) and most likely Brian. yes we are all serious YGO fanatics, well me and patty are, brian and steven just like the card game. then at 8:00 i have tickets to go see Aida on Broadway! w00t! i've wanted to see that since like, FOREVER, and now i can finally see it the last summer it plays on Broadway. lucky me oh and today i got my first ever YGO t-shirt! i was really happy because it was a christmas present for Richard (no not Molander..Reins) 2 years ago but now its MINE ALL MINE MUAHAHA! (cue the or face from everyone) Ashley is SO going to owe me a bottle of hair dye! she's worrying me so much with..well im not allowed to say..so i wont, i just hope i get to talk to her tomorrow. well i gotta go, i have to get off the computer now, see you all in my next entry till then..Ja!


Thursday, July 22, 2004

I'm always ignored, it's been that way my whole life. Never having anyone to care for me. No one even notices I'm even here. I'm invisible to the whole world. I have barely any friends, I'm not even sure if their true friends..horrible thing to question yes?. I have the most messed up family, no one cares. I have nothing. And I love ever second of it.

What is love? What is caring? What is friendship? what is perfection?  Love is nothing! Caring is nothing!
All that other crap is nothing! For many, it's a dream to be loved and cared for, but for me…It's a nightmare. Hn..i guess it's my own fault that I feel this way. I sound psychotic with the stuff i just said right? Well..maybe I am..I wouldn't doubt it. Atleast I think I'm a Manic Depressive. But, there are a few people wether they be my true friends or not..who prevent me everyday i live, from jumping off a bridge or something. I love those people with all my heart. Their names are: Erin Marie Brennan, Steven (I'm not gonna put his middle name because he'll have a bitch fit) Kane, and Patricia Elena Grullon. They are my best friends. My true best friends..I think. Well, bye for now.


Thursday, July 08, 2004

God! i hate her! i hate her i hate her! damnit! why did my aunt rosie have to leave me!? she was the only one who understood me, and she left me alone! i still remember the last thing or close to last thing she said to me "if you ever need me, just call me." and she gave me her phone number. and then she goes and dies! why why why WHY!? she died 2 years ago but it still haunts me to this day. i hate her i hate her i hate her i need her..excuse me while i go cry



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